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Tired, Cranky, and I Need a Hug

1:40 a.m. || October 03, 2004

I can't describe my day...
it just sucked...
I'm cranky and slightly depressed...
It's been a long couple days and I know I've had enough because I'm listening to "for you" by smile empty soul and I'm kind of crying...
I just need a hug, that's not too much to ask..

here are the lyrics by the way so enjoy...

i waited for you
i died inside my own head
and i'd die again for you

i'm faded and tired
completely uninspired
and i'd die again for you

so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed

i'm searching for reasons
to keep away the demons
and i'd die again for you
i wish you were near me
could feel it when you hear me say
i'd die again for you

so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed
you wanted me to crawl so now i'm on my knees

why's it always have to be me
that's always left out to burn and
i'll never learn

Stale || Fresh

Leftovers...

A life time isn't aslong as it use to be - August 24, 2006
Heart bleeding in the end - May 05, 2006
Heads spinning - March 17, 2006
Kind of interesting - February 23, 2006
ten years in the making - February 19, 2006