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9:18 p.m. || November 29, 2004

God I'm bored! I'm bored and I'm tired and my bedroom smells like Christmas *sigh* what a life I lead....
But I'm not complaining.

I had the day off today the only bad thing was my Father was also off today, and well you know how he has this way of completely driving me insane.

The only two things that he said that bothered me today or if anything made me do the big eye roll was...

!. Why are you wearing boys pants... Yeah I'd like him to find me a plus size pant let alone pants for someone who is 6'2. Yeah it's kind of hard.

Oh and number 2. is just a kicker. He accidentally opened one of my letters a couple days ago and it was from 10%. Well if you know anything about 10% some of there catalogues are like the Victoria Secrets for the gay man. You know it's close enough to being pornographic without actually being able to see the bits... Well anyway he has the nerve to tell me his very out very open lesbian daughter that he will not allow any homosexual material in the house... Basically I laughed and told him he was crazy. Not to mention 22 I'll read, watch and buy whatever I want plus if your not being forced to read or look at something get over it! But you know how he is my house my rules. God I need to get out of here! Remind me why did I move back home....

But yeah it's like everything is okay and then like my Father finds a new way to just be ridiculously out of line... But this isn't new my family likes to pretend I'm straight or Asexual at best... Yeah that's it I just haven't met the right man or maybe if you don't face the fact it will change?

*sigh* I give up...

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Leftovers...

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