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Deep down wouldn't change a thing (funny that)

2:07 a.m. || March 13, 2005

You know those songs that rip your heart in two?

When you see a piece of art work that rocks your foundation...

When you read a really good book and you have to blink away the tears or you stumble upon a quote that for a second seems to sum up your existence?

And those moments you see a movie or a TV show and you know for certain someone's following you because how else can you be watching something that hits so close to home...

Or those moments when you hear a horrible story something you wouldn't wish on your worst enemy...

These are all the moments I think I live for... No, seriously I think it's these moments that we don't ever really think about that make us the most human...

When you see a child spin and spin around without a care in the world and your day is better for just seeing it...

Sunshine days with your favorite music...

Comfortable silences with friends...

The unexplained happiness good food and good company can bring...

really great sex...

Maybe it's because I'm tired and it's almost 2...

But these are the moments where living is so much more then the robotic moments...

All these moments piled up is what will make being 80 and sitting in your rocker worth it...

So you know what Life is good... At the end of the day no matter what I honestly would take all the shit just for those really good small moments...

You know people always want to know what the meaning to life is... Not sure I mean nobody has ever told me but I can't help thinking... That life's meaning if there really is one... Is to enjoy the small things the most, even if it's just a cup of coffee at starbucks or your caffeine ridden friends bitching at you about your tea consumption... Yup I'd take a hundred eye rolls at my tea drinking any day...

Stale || Fresh

Leftovers...

A life time isn't aslong as it use to be - August 24, 2006
Heart bleeding in the end - May 05, 2006
Heads spinning - March 17, 2006
Kind of interesting - February 23, 2006
ten years in the making - February 19, 2006