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and now ill cry

3:02 p.m. || April 26, 2005

I feel really shitty today...

on the physical side of things my right eye hurts like a bitch and my throat is killing me...
but that's nothing compared to how I feel internally....

I feel really alone at the moment and I don't like it. I wish I felt like I could talk to someone about how I feel but I just don't have that. So talking here will have to be good enough.

I think the death of troy has actually hit me harder today, harder then I actually thought it would hit me.

But I think these feelings are coupled with other issues that are going on right now...

I feel as if someone has taken my heart out of my chest and threw it on the floor... And no this is not one of my over dramatic moments...

I'm just feeling really lost right now now....

But I'll shut up...

Stale || Fresh

Leftovers...

A life time isn't aslong as it use to be - August 24, 2006
Heart bleeding in the end - May 05, 2006
Heads spinning - March 17, 2006
Kind of interesting - February 23, 2006
ten years in the making - February 19, 2006