I think I'm going to back out of the CCA... There's a handful of reasons for this some which I think might be really good reasons but at the moment I'm too tired to tell the few who care why I have come to such a decision .

In other news this move has got me freaked out. On the one hand I don't see how we are going to make the dead line of June, My fucking job is a fucking joke.... And yes I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere and time is running out even if it is just the first month of 6 is almost done. But I'm also really excited so it's kind of like my brain is a pendulum swinging in two different directions. At the moment all I really want is for my brain to be going in completely one direction... You know what I'm saying?

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So besides the stuff listed above there's like another 101 things stuck in my head and it's annoying as fuck! Because as per usual it's things I can't fix things I should be over but as per usual not over! UGH...

I'm grumpy and I just want out of this funk.........

Stale || Fresh

Leftovers...

A life time isn't aslong as it use to be - August 24, 2006
Heart bleeding in the end - May 05, 2006
Heads spinning - March 17, 2006
Kind of interesting - February 23, 2006
ten years in the making - February 19, 2006